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what am I?

What's my role in this world?
...Is it a big one? or just that shadowy part at the background?
...Would it bring a great effect to the world and people around me? or is it only a sweeter?

How would I know if it's the right one or not?

Do I even really exist in this world?

Where is my place in this world?

I think I'm on my way of searching myself, my way of maturing myself.
and I don't want to be anyone... I want to be SOMEone...

One side:I'm hoping to know the answer soon. because I'm nervous
The other side: I'm afraid of knowing the answer. afraid that I would be disappointed.